Hi friends, I’m Ania, and I am here for you.
I used to be extremely anxious and suffered from crippling panic attacks. I battled depression, disordered eating, lack of purpose and direction, and had a general disdain for myself and for life.
In early 2017 I hit rock bottom, and by some miracle, later that year I was introduced to the power of deep spiritual healing in Goa, India through the practice of yoga and meditation.
Since then, I have traveled the world teaching, guiding, and encouraging others to heal the darkest parts of their souls so that they can flourish and thrive in the present
In 2017, at the age of 23, I had the panic attack that would change my life. I found myself at the nearest emergency room telling the doctor’s to call my mom because I was going to die… and I wholeheartedly believed it. The details of the night escape me but the following weeks were some of the most difficult I had ever gone through. I laid awake in bed at night for weeks wondering “what is my purpose” and “where do I go next?”. I was about to graduate college and I knew what I was studying wasn’t going to make me happy.
I hated my body, didn’t like my part time job, hated what I studied, suffered from crippling anxiety (the depression was just starting to peek its head through), was drinking and doing drugs 3-4 days a week, was in a toxic relationship with a drug addict, and generally treated myself and those around me like shit.
I finally had enough of my own shit. I was tired of being shitty, feeling shitty, thinking shitty, and acting shitty. I don't know if it was divine intervention or just a deeply spiritual intuition that guided me over the next 6 months, but I made the decision to travel to Europe for 3 weeks and then India for 5 weeks to do some soul searching and become a yoga teacher… you know, Eat, Pray, Love my way through life. And this was the decision that changed my f*cking life.
I stopped blaming others and finally took accountability for my life. I decided I wanted to be different, and I can truly say if 2017 Ania saw me now she wouldn’t believe her eyes. The healing journey was a dark one. I made mistakes. Got deeply depressed for a long time. Continued battling disordered eating and anxiety. Lost and found myself time and time again. The path went up, down, upside down, left, right, to the other side of the world 5 times and ended here.
In 2017, at the age of 23, I had the panic attack that would change my life. I found myself at the nearest emergency room telling the doctor’s to call my mom because I was going to die… and I wholeheartedly believed it. The details of the night escape me but the following weeks were some of the most difficult I had ever gone through. I laid awake in bed at night for weeks wondering “what is my purpose” and “where do I go next?”. I was about to graduate college and I knew what I was studying wasn’t going to make me happy.
I hated my body, didn’t like my part time job, hated what I studied, suffered from crippling anxiety (the depression was just starting to peek its head through), was drinking and doing drugs 3-4 days a week, was in a toxic relationship with a drug addict, and generally treated myself and those around me like shit.
I finally had enough of my own shit. I was tired of being shitty, feeling shitty, thinking shitty, and acting shitty. I don't know if it was divine intervention or just a deeply spiritual intuition that guided me over the next 6 months, but I made the decision to travel to Europe for 3 weeks and then India for 5 weeks to do some soul searching and become a yoga teacher… you know, Eat, Pray, Love my way through life. And this was the decision that changed my f*cking life.
I stopped blaming others and finally took accountability for my life. I decided I wanted to be different, and I can truly say if 2017 Ania saw me now she wouldn’t believe her eyes. The healing journey was a dark one. I made mistakes. Got deeply depressed for a long time. Continued battling disordered eating and anxiety. Lost and found myself time and time again. The path went up, down, upside down, left, right, to the other side of the world 5 times and ended here.
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